black trenchcoats and cat shoes

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Its saturday!!!

That means I have an entire day to relax and not feel guilty! It looks like my throat is getting better and i can sleep without killing myself! I'm still concerned at the fact my throat still hurts and its the 3rd day I've been on antibiotics. Well it says by day 5 I should feel better and continue to feel better....they shoulda put me on some crazy stuff that kills it instantly.

I'm really digging my new template. Im thinking of possibly raising the mermaid, trying to scoot the right bar over more, and chaging the font colors like I said I would. But honesty, I think its about time for some peanut butter jellay! xD

The Princess Bride
I'm sure it's no big surprise to you that your
romance is The Princess Bride. A heartwarming
tale of "Twue Wuve" that has giants,
Spainards and swashbuckling. You really do
think that love can overcome anything. You may
be a touch naive but your heart is certainly in
the right place. You've probably got one of
those relationships where proper nouns have
been replaced with "Snookums" and
"Pookie Pie". Eww. Beware a cuteness
overload.


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(MWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!Mwe mwe mwe *squeak* *tackles Dan*)xD

Friday, November 19, 2004

WOOT!

After four years I've finally changed the template. I decided to go with the pre-Raphaelite, victorian romance look. Also I kept with simplicity because as Ted my foundations prof says K.I.S.S (Keep It Simple, Stupid!). I'm planning on changing the colors of the fonts but I just finished moding the template so I'm done for tonight...untill I cant sleep because of my throat and then I'll be up all night doing that lol.

I found out that if you click on the time that I posted a mesage you can add a comment!!! Now if I can figure out how to fucking add that to the bottom of all my posts instead of having to click in 3 different places that would be awsome. If any of you out there could give me a tip on how to do that I'd really appreciate it. Damn novice XHTML skills.-_-

So yea I'm feeling better. It was probably the immunity booster smoothy that Pablo grabed for me (Pablo you roxors!xD). But yea, now all that needs to leave me is this damn congestion. I pray this all passes by tuesday.

Oh Dan, kiss my ass about the new layout. Or do I have to take you on when I come home *cough*. Naked twister, hard core style!xD

4 more days....omg its getting so close.:D

You are 53% Capricorn





ok Im completely revamping the template on this thing. Thanks to the wonderful people at this site I have the perfect template I've been looking for.....now to spruce stuff up to be a little less...er...bright, I can get the results I've been lookin for ^~

Ok I'm a tad bit concerned.

I was supposed to be feeling better today after taking those antibiotics. I couldn't sleep last night at all and my ears hurt more. Not to mention the white stuff on my tonsils got worse from yesterday as well. I really hate to go to the hospital but I think its something I'm going to have to do because there is nothing else in this fucking area. I need some form of professional help.

What I'm really pissed about is I wanted to go to class today. Of course with the whole dizzy shit from my ear and the fact I cant speak and I feel soo weak that even climbing down my bed is a fucking chore even swallowing my own saliva is excruciating. I really want to know what is wrong with me. I got really scared last night when I looked down my throat and noticed it got worse. I mean the last person I kissed was dan, the last person I gave head to was dan, the last person I shared a drink with was Gemma. I mean I really dont know wtf is going on...and thats what scares me the most.

I can't find my Art history professors e-mail address or my foundations profesors e-mail either to tell them whats going on. It's so fustrating. I really dont know where to go. I wish I had a car so I could drive home right now.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Even though this is a little redundant (I think I had a post like this a while ago), if you complain to me about something you yourself can do to fix and you come to me for some sort of simpathy then go somewhere else. If your a friend, w/e I will tell you what you need to do to fix your problem. If you don't get it the first time there is a good chance I will get angry (seeing as how I hate repeating myself) and will tell it to you more blatantly and possibly a bit more ruder. Most of the time I'd tell some one not to take this seriously as telling some one to "get off your ass and do it you moron" is more of a loving way I say things. Of course being from a no nonsense family I guess this is the reason for my no-nonsens outlook on things.

So in summary: If you are a slacker, are aware that you are such said person and proceed to bitch about how you are getting nowhere and could do better then I will tell you to get your ass off the computer and do something productive. I'm sorry if I'm not going to cuddle you or give you hot chocolate or tell you your a good boy. I'm not your mom, I'm just a friend. And being a friend I will tell you like it is, I wont sugar coat any thing, even if that means putting your ego aside and taking a strong dose of reality.

I just love it when I make a doctors face go O_o.

So yea, I've been feeling like real shit these past couple of days. Yesterday it got bad. I was very aware that my tonsils had swelt up and that swallowing solid foods was extremely uncomfortable. I decided to take a look back there and loe and behold I had white spots all over my inflamed tonsils. Thats when I decided it was a very good idea to call the health center. Because every one is sick every open slot was filled so the only time I could get was 2:10pm on the 18th. I also thought this was a good time because I could go to classes and by the time art history was over I could run in. After a night of tossing and turning and pain because I could not breath out my nose so I had to breath out of my mouth (this irritated my tonsils even more) I woke up at 9am with blood shot eyes and completely in pain and said "fuck this". I rolled over and woke up with just enough time to get pants, a tee shit, and a sweatshit on and hobble out the door.

Of course the receptionist knows me after being there at least 5 times so far and told me to wait for the nurse to call me. Once I got into the office the nurse pulled me into the room and took a look in my throat. Her basic reaction was O_o. After she was done lookin in my ears and my throat and taking my temperature and my blood pressure she went off to get the doctor. The doctor came in after about 10 mins (I had passed out in the chair while waiting) and also looked at my throat and ears. She told me I had an ear infection ontop of what I had going on in my throat and told me that she wasn't going to bother giving me a swab test for stept because they treat ear infections the same way. She sent me on my way with the H bomb of antibiotics. I take 2 today (to shock whatever I have) and then take one pill for 5 days after a meal. I'm supposed to feel better tommorow so I can appologise to all my professors for not being around or giving them a warning that I wasn't going to be in class.

Oh yea......5 MORE DAYS!!!xD


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Wednesday, November 17, 2004

I relised that every one that I know has a live journal (except for sexy dan-ness).

I guess I'm feeling a little out of the loop. Honestly though, I would never give up four years of history just so I can be in the "in" crowd. I should attend some of those blog things these guys got going on in different states. But I fear I might be subjected to freaky 40 year olds that sit in their basement and read blogs all day...*shudders*.

I think I should go to the health center at one point...or just stop talking. My throat kills but I honestly dont think its strept throat. Almost every one in the dorm has had it, gotten a strep test and it came out negative. So yea, I guess I'm going to have to keep the loud squeaks and cute noises to a minimum and focus more on work then talking lol. AIM is going to become my best friend I beleive lol.

It's 6 days before I come home!!:D
I'm starting my large picture here instead of at home. I decided it would be rediculous to do something like that to myself because I know for a fact I would never touch it when I'm there. Mainly because I'm going to be in a locked room with Dan for the first two days...what?We're going to watch tv you dirty minded ppl. *coughSEXxcough*

Its funny what your mind spews out at 7am. I don't have class till 9 either. Maybe I should try falling back asleep or make breakfast or something...naaaaaaa xD

You are Edward!
Edward


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Monday, November 15, 2004

*sigh* damn distance and boy friend with lack of cell phone.

I admit I really miss having a cell phone. I know there is Gemma's but some days I wish I could just pick up one and talk to the family when I'm sitting at lunch or dan when I'm in the studio. Also when people are missing and you want to call the house just incase. But yea, I'm sorry I got worried love. I just got that bad sinking feeling when Shorty and Andrew asked me, reminded me of the bad times.

On a happyer note I got my $100 check from my dad. Now I have money replacing most of the money I spent on wallmart art project supplies. I wish I could have gotten something for Dan's mother though, possibly one of those mail order cheese cakes or something like that. I admit I feel a little guilty seeing as she got me a christmas present last year and now I am empty handed come her birthday. *sigh* I must remeber that I am not money and happyness does not exist in a material posession. I guess I'll make her sushi or tempura when I get home as a belated thing.

I need help in my studying and focusing my brain. I study for two hours and i get in class and i freeze up. I dont know why, I was always good with history in high school. I guess I've made some invisible anxiety for myself *sighs*.

8 more days and I come home!xD
I'm looking forward to it yet Im not. I get to see Dan and go to my uncal's for thanksgiving but I have an essay to write and a still life to start (not sure if I have to finish it) and I can't do them this week because I need the stuff from home to do the still life, and I need to go to a museum to do the essay. I am going to try and get all of it done as fast as I can and make as much room as I can for Dan and my family. Also Ms.Nibbles has to come home. The RD found her durring a fire drill when she opened the door *sigh*. I'm gonna miss her a bunch. Yet, its only a few more weeks after thanksgiving break before I'm home again for christmas. ^~

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Your anime hair color is purple.


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Sunday, November 14, 2004

Ben: I've always compromised my happiness to try and get a girlfriend.
Ben: Why don't I just try and be happy, and find a girl who likes me for being me.
Ben: Not for how "devoted" I can be to her.

I couldnt of said it any bettter.^^

congrats for finally relising this ben, your words should be inspiration to all those lonely guys out there.




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thats right bitches!!xD
(lol thanx Gem for puttin that in your blog so I could equally whore it out on mine lol)

p.s.an even better one:

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