Today felt like another Friday (even though the weather sucked).The bird is doing great.It's very energetic and eating ALOT!I asked Tom what I should name it...he said Forky cause he kept pokeing it with a fork.I have yet to ask Sarah what she wants to call it.My mom want to call it Marvin (after Starvin' Marvin on South Park).I was thinking of nameing it Draven but I dunno if it's a girl or a dude so I have a bit of thinking to do.Welllllllllllll....I gotta go work on all my projects and stuff (an essay,a painting and a mural).Your quiz of wisdom is:



Which LOTR Woman are you?

After a long drop into some what poetic morbidness...Im back!:D
Today was interesting (the usual jokeing around,etc).Had a drama club meeting.We're supposed to go see "Oklahoma" on Broadway...sorry but I'll have to skip that one.Went to Gino's then went back to Sarah's house.Me Liz and Sarah all sang show tunes (wow we're so cool).I finnaly learned a song from Panthom of the Opera (err...half of it).Tom came over.Now the good part starts:
As we were walking out Sarah's back door to go smoke I saw a baby bird.I presumed it was dead...then it moved and peeped.Naturally,I scooped it up and took it inside.I put it in a container and basically called my mum to pick me up cause I had a bird emergency (also Tom kept wanting to poke the bird and I basically had to smack him/bite him to keep him away).So any ways,fast forward to the present hour and the bird is still doing fine (very hungry and it's nice and warm tucked in it's cotton ball nest).Now I need to ask what Tom and Sarah what we should name it(Im afraid of what names they'll throw at me:Pecker,cock monkey,penis deamond,etc).Well I g2g.Your quiz of wisdom is:

A GREEN Dragon Lies Beneath!

I took the Inner Dragon online quiz and found out I am a Green Dragon on the inside. My Inner Dragon is the embodiment of Nature and the Earth. Greens spend almost all of their time below the canopy or just above the treetops in tropical rain forests. Not a bad life considering every other creature in the forest looks up to me, figuratively and literally. I speak the language of every animal and plant in my domain and know most of them by first name. If people mess with my forests, I'm more than happy to wail on their puny butts. Because of my protector/caretaker role, I am the Earth Elemental dragon.



Naturally my whole life pretty much revolves around the other couple million species I keep an eye on, but that's not my whole dragon. I also like to like to impose my steadfast will on others, commune with Nature, and lobby governments for alternative fuels and conservation. My favorable attributes are gemstones, mountains, caves, soil, respect, endurance, responsibility, prosperity, and purpose in life. Folks shouldn't get the idea I'm a hippy pushover though, because my breath weapon is a nasty Fire/Acid combination. Maybe I should invest in a hemp shirt reading "Don't knock my smock, or I'll clean your clock." *wink*

Life.
It seems so trivial to me today.
Why am I living it like so.
Always angry,always longing,always betrayed?
No one respects me any more.
I dont know why.
I try to recall a dumb deed I've done
Most of them involve a friend being drunk,
And me being sober,haveing to pardon my friends idiocy.
Now I look back at myself.
"Nina is becomeing worse" I say
Although Im not bad,I am worse than I was
I'd smoke once a month
now it's almost every day
and drinking is a regular weekend thing
I wonder if this is normal...
...I dont know...
...I dont care...some what...
I wish people would stop fucking with me...
...telling me Im fat...
then telling me I lost weight...
Telling me they like me...
then telling a friend that he wants to get rid of me...
backstabbing,
backtalking,
miseing,
Is this what the world really is?
......................................................
Do I really want to go throught this?