black trenchcoats and cat shoes

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

Wednesday, September 12, 2001

Ello again (this is prob the only day I'll ever post twice).I got to stay home today (I think I mentioned this b4).Turns out there was improve night tonight and my friend called me and invited me,so naturally I went.Unfortunetly it wasnt like last year and I was completely alone (ok not completely I had my friend and there was another girl there too...actually there were alot of girls there that I didnt know....and one guy.O_o).We played this freeze scean thing and I completely messed up and pleaded to be tagged out (god I felt dumb).I also found out my friend knows the women in charge of the musicals (I think) so she's prob gettin a part (which is really good for her cause last year she got some type of ticket manajor job...and she had to wear bright cloths...and deal with children...I think).Ne who its over (thank god!) and I dont have any of the home work from yesterday (I should be worried...but Im not..sorta).Oh well g'night and improv is fun...when your watching it!!!

Sept 11:The twin towers collapse after two planes hit them killing 50,000 people
afterwards another plane hit the pentagon injuring and killing 100 people and then the
3rd strike...another plane hit outside Philli PA on its way to the presidential camp grounds

Today is the 12th of September.Still shocked from seeing my beloved citys two greatest buildings crumble
I watch the news,wating for a sign of releife,waiting for the school closings report,and just waiting.I still cant beleive that two great buildings and the people in them...were alive and kicking a few weeks ago and even yesterday (untill the planes).I just heard five vans were stopped for carrying explosives....and my school is open (I dont think this is right seeing it is right by a high way).I greive for all the unsuspecting victems and for the brave fire fighters and police who in their heroisim were trapped,even killed in this event.I greive for the peopel in the surrounding areas that had to witness the event,their safety and sanity on the line.I especially greive for the parents that have lost their son or daughter and to the children who have lost their mothers and fathers.Unfortunetly I know of people who also have lost close relative and friends and also even parents.This whole ordeal is very eerie and new to me and I know Im not alone.Ive choseing to stay home today because I dont think it is right to go to school after such a tragic event like this (Especially after so many teachers and students have lost family and friends).I still cant beleive the towers are gone...its so odd to think next time I go over the bridge to visit my aunt or go to a concert or even go on an out of state tripthey wont be there reflecting warm oranges and reds of the riseing sun.They also wont rebuild them because of this event (which I consider smart but dissapointing).My thoughts I beleive are starting to jumble.Im going to sign off today.My heart is with the people who have lost friends and family in the events today...and may they find the person responsible for these attacks and kick their ass to the next millenia.