*sigh*

I got out of alfred, moved back here, went to a new school, and I still feel unhappy. It's not Dan, it's not my family, its not my job, its not my school. I wish I knew what I could do to stop myself from getting so depressed all the time. I try to keep it down and it comes back and it effects me physically and mentally. I've skipped so many classes already, Im going to fail just like at alfred. Maybe college isnt for me, or maybe I just need some kind of mental help. Some days suicide looks pretty nice.I wish it was as easy as that.

my nose is soooo itchy right now!

Halloween rocked amazingly this year!
I baked a kick ass cake for sci fi club(Ill post a pic of it tommorow).Didn't win the costume competition (spkie mike and me both were peeved cause we actually made our costumes by hand and the dude who won won because he could rave ok). That night I did something I havent done in a few years....I went trick or treating!There was a good sized group of us and we got a good hunk o candy (thanks to that one guy who poured his giant bag of candy into all of ours cause he said that no one ever comes around by his house). We all went out to Fridays afterwards (the guys were drooling over all the hostesses) and me and Dan eventually came home and I passed out.

I don't think that I've laughed that much in a while.

Completely looking forward to thanksgiving this year!It's being held at my uncals and this time Dan is invited. ^^
...mmm.....turkey and ham.....

Your Element is Metal

Your power colors: white, gold, and silver Your energy: contracting Your season: fall You are persistent (and maybe even a little bit stubborn). If you see something you want, you go for it. You have a lot of strength, and it's difficult to get you down. Very logical, you tend to analyze everything going on in your life.

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