merf, I've gotten chubby from the lack of hills here.
So far it looks like me and Dan's plans to work out this summer have unsurprisingly failed. Mom keeps preaching to me about how she is eating (then again the way she stresses out it looks like theres gonna be an ulcer in her future). I'm been very depressed lately between seeing/hearing my grandmother cry, not knowing what I want to do for the rest of my life, and being fat. I got so depressed the other day that I didnt even want to have sex. I felt bad cause I got Dan all nervous but I was just too down to even think about it. I wish I was able to shake off this depression.
