black trenchcoats and cat shoes

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

Saturday, December 08, 2001

Kunichiwa!:D
Today was a blast!Me and 4 of my friends went to the mall to do a little shopping.This is an amazing feat for all of use seeing that we all managed to not loose each other and buy things w/out loosing our sanity (then again,are we really sane?).
Met up w/ Alison and her friend.She asked me what to buy for a friend of hers and I told her to go to Spencers and buy the dumbest thing there that's $10...and so she did(I assume)!
Ran into my sister and her friends...and ran the other way (all 4 of us)!!
In the end we baught alotta shit,met a few people,got hit on by the t-shirt guy,were confused,and ate pretzels.Now Im extremely tired and Im oging ot take a nap.Your lyrics-o-wisdom are:
"Whose gonna throw the toilet on the roof?!"

Friday, December 07, 2001

AAAAAAAAA!!!O_o
I lost my pen!My favorite really good pen that I use alot!I think I lent it to Herb...now Im fucked.No its not the fact that I lent it to Herb that makes me fucked...its the fact that I must get my Christmas cards done cause I know I'm going to have no itme what so ever over this weekend (major art projects...which amazingly I dont mind doing!:D).Oh well...I guess the card will have to wait.Im going to go sort out what the hell Im doing tonight so here ish your words of wisdom:
"OLE!OLE OLE OLE!"

Thursday, December 06, 2001

Like the lil picture in the left hand corner?
It's a lil caricature of me on a Monday(if u cant tell).

oh and how d-u like the new layout?
Yeah I know it sucks but it's easyer to skrew w/ then the last one!

Hey-lo!
Had a typical day today.Saw more couples and alas,I was alone.Today was Laura's b-day so I quickly whipped up a card made from graph paper that said "Happy B-day (Im poor)" and I put a dollar in it (cause Im poor and my $5 is all I have for lunch money for next week).She liked the card so it was all good!^^
I've fallen in love w/ the song Forsaken by Divinity Destroyed (I've been listenin to it non stop for a few mins now).
Im gettin the 200-somethin pentell marker set for x-mas!!!!Finnaly!Now I can actually color in my anime w/ out cleaning brushes and emptying out water containers.I wanna get a short black pleated skirt also so I can show off my boots(and my fish nets)!!^^
I need a shower and Im tired so I'll leave u w/ todays words of wisdom:
"Kiss my white English,Irish,Italian,Asian,German,Turkish,Russian,Sicilian,Welsh,Swiss,French,American ass!!!"

Wednesday, December 05, 2001

Some one get my parents out of my ass about the gym."I DONT WANT TO GO!"...what the fuck dont they understand about that sentence?

oh and I need a cigaret.....
I cant beleive I just fucking typed that ::shames herself::

I feel lonely today.
I realise that practically every one that I know has a girlfriend or a boyfriend or at least is haveing some kinda fling...cept for me.Grrr...no one loves the short,trench coat clad,girl.Oh and to make it worse I just ate a pudding cup that expired in November...I've probably got some weird disease now so I wont be surprised if my arm falls off in a few mins.

Tuesday, December 04, 2001

I've been thinking alot about anarchy lately...no really.I've been reading this book called "Lord of the Flys" and honestly,it really fucks w/ your mind!
One of my main beliefs is balance.First off,this book shows one guys fear about the outcome of the cold war through a bunch of kids stranded on an island(,I know it doesnt sound like much but if you can think in metaphores,it works.)
One thing that happens is that chaos takes over civilization,and it's a complete mess.Here's where I began to think.I thought "well this is obvious bacause every thing is unbalanced.".Then I began to think of what would happen if.For instance:If only a society based government could get a leader that wasnt power hungry and let the society take control.This then poised a problem because most of society (,if given a chance to,) would over throw the leader for the sake of him/her being a leader,which brings me to anarchy.
Is anarchy REALLY anarchy?I know most people out there are like "What the fuck would you know about anarchy you fucking goth?!".Well for starters yes,I love the color black and gothic music appeals to me but that doesnt mean I dont like punk or punks.I've dated many punks and find them the most freespirited people out there(not to mention the best fucking partyers the world has ever seen).
If I may ask,how many anarchists would overthrow their leader if they could?I know I would (I'm not a big fan of Bush and honestly I dont think ne one in his position should be vacationing at this kind of time).Now,how many anarchists would take over and control the government if they could over throw their leader?Some people would say yes because they think they'd be better leaders or something like that,some would say no cause damnit,its to big of a responsibility and so forth,some would be in indecision.
Those of you who said yes who are anarchists just made hypocrits of yourself.You've just decided to become something that you fight against wether you're for makeing the place more peacefull or makeing it all yours (which would make you an even bigger hypocrit because you'd be makeing a totalitarian society,which is exactly the opposite of anarchy.). All of you who said no are takeing the risk of being controlled by a complete ass hole dictator who will steal your food,house and make you live in a little box in an ally.Which wont be fun at all and will make all your hard work trying to get rid of the leader in vain.All those who are in indecision,stay in indecision for your own good. Neither of the two sides have any good outcomes.
In conclusion to my little view on anarchy I beleive that if you take it seriously and fight for it w/ a passion...your heading nowhere else but to hypocricy,or empty rewards.Yet the irony of it all is that chaos and the idea of no government is needed to balance out the ideas of civilization and restraint so...rock on anarchists!

Sunday, December 02, 2001

The Misfits concert last night ROCKED!!!XD
It was in this little place in the middle of no where NJ that looked like it had been a former strip club, but now they turned it into a place to have concerts and eat food.I bummed a ride w/ Phil,Laura and Sarah (Diana was suppposed to go but she couldnt so I took her place!:} ).
The first band that went on sucked....really bad.The second band was amazingly awsome and the lead singer was fucking hot (tight ass,tight pants,tight abs,long hair...you get teh picture).The 3rd band I wasnt in there for because I was outside talking to people and looking for Jared (Sarah said he was comeing but knowing him,he wasnt...and I was right!).The Misfits rocked (as I suspected).I got hit in the head w/ and ice cube (but its better than getting hit w/ a shoe or a glass bottle...).
As the concert ended he mentioned goat's new baby (a little girl!!:D) and that it was their last concert in their 25 year tour!!!So to pay respect to the Ramones and to end the show w/ a bang he played I wanna be sedated and another one that I cant remeber right now (I need lunch) and their final song b/4 leaving was Science fiction double feature!G2g!Your words of wisdom are:
"TIMMAY!!!"