black trenchcoats and cat shoes

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

Saturday, December 04, 2004

Oh so very happy my crit is on Friday!!! This gives me more then enough time to sit and get every thing that needs to be done, done. Right now, because its friday I'm working on cleanin the room and such so it's actually livable in here. Also Im doing laundry...it was needed once I relised I'd have to start wearing skirts and my ugly grandma underwear (did I mention these pants were worn two days already?).

I feel alittle bad that I've been spending very little time in the dorm and alot of my free time in the studio (and a little with pablo and Don playin halo 2). I haven't been talking to Dan alot and the answering machine was off (I found out all I had to do was press a button ^^*). I guess this is making me a little lonely and kinda depressing. That mixed with all the stress is just not a good combo. In advance and for last night I am sorry for being angry and freaking out. I know its hard for you and you know its hard for me. This will all be over in a week (Wooooo!) and we can focus on making this years holiday brighter then the last.^~

I also noticed it has been gettin to me a little (grumpy, rushing around, etc. etc.) but hey, its part of finals week. Also I remind you coming to me and asking why I seem ticked is an ok thing to do, I will respect you for it actually for getting the balls to confront me. On another note, if you decide to bitch out on me because you think I'm neglecting our friendship and being antisocial(you know who you are) please take a bit of my advice and shut the fuck up about shit you don't know about. Artwork takes alot of time and thought. Finishing six peices of artwork takes every molicule of energy you have to accomplish. Untill you put yourself in that position I sudgest you put your foot in your mouth and proceed to chew.

kitsune
Though they rarely caused mankind any serious harm,
these Japanese fox spirits known as kitsune
were well known for playing tricks on people
and could be a real nuisance. They possessed
the ability to transform into any creature,
though they would often retain their fox tail.
One could easily determine the age and level of
maturity of a kitsune by counting it's tails;
An immature, rambunctious kitsune would have
very few tails, while a wise and powerful one
would have as many as nine.

As a kitsune, you are clever, sensual, beautiful,
mysterious and effeminate (even if you are a
guy). You are also somewhat sneaky and like to
pull pranks on people, but otherwise you are
very pleasurable to be around.



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Friday, December 03, 2004

SNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!

Thats a lovely pic of one of he main walkways from the powel dining hall. ^^

So yea its been doing that all day since 3am. I don't think its going to stop any time soon either!xD
My shirt royally kicks ass. I'll post a pic of it later. I was a little cold in the auditorium with just it on but I liked the effect it had and the compliments I got on it. I have a little time free today so Im going to take it and clean my room and do laundry....so much fun :P

foundations is over and now I get all this time to do work b4 my final crit. Kinda nervous but I know I can do it.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

I had a relisation today that was quite interesting.

Bjork is my artistic idol. Her music video styles, the music she sings, it is odd how it all ties in with my still evolving artistic style. Maybe this relisation is going to help me fine tune myself, I've been needing to do that for a while.

All this studio time is turning me into a thinking machine. I've got so many crazy ideas running through my head. Right now I have an idea for a costume. I could do it, I probably will durring the holidays. Thats another thing, I'm going to make up some projects for me to do, I can't get rusty for the 2nd semester. I also want to start up playing ddr again cause I want to enter the anime club's ddr competition. I know if I go up against trevor my ass is grass but hey, I'll get my grove on and at least look good while I get oblitherated, lol.


Bezier Line: nst nst nst you're a good person, this
shit is like the bomb shiznit, you're prepared
for anything, you start out as a straight line,
but using you, you can make anything come true
(even a banana is easier with you) so man,
congratulations you're so bezier...


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Defenetly starting to feel the evil bad final week vibes.

I managed to get a makeup review and it went ok. I didn't do very well because I was missing so much work but she really loved my stuff. She said every thing I had had so much potential and she loved my color skills. Thats all I needed to hear, I didn't really mind the bad grade because I am going to finish everything for the final review. My crazy turmoil begins tommorow/after I finish my shirt for 3D design.

11 more days!xD
The prospect of going home and relaxing with my friends, family, and sexy boy friend make my drive even stronger to complete all my tasks. I'm basically using that to overcome my anger and be able to finish all my work.





You Are From the Moon



You can vibe with the steady rhythms of the Moon.
You're in touch with your emotions and intuition.
You possess a great, unmatched imagination - and an infinite memory.
Ultra-sensitive, you feel at home anywhere (or with anyone).
A total healer, you light the way in the dark for many.



Tuesday, November 30, 2004

Thanksgiving was very interesting.

Lets just say some one fucked me over but I managed to keep my head for a good majority of the week. Thanksgiving dinner at my uncals was absolutely great. If I can get some pictures from my father/uncal I'll post them here. I left before the balderdash game to go to Dan's (wishing I could have stayed for that). Accidently wrang the wrong neighbors doorbell and Dan and his mom and her boyfriend were walking home just in time to tell me that I was at the wrong house. I have to keep in mind which house is the right one for christmas.^^

On the topic of christmas I really really can't wait for break. My dad is staying over ata a hotel and picking me up on Saturday. This is gonna be nice because I get the front bucket seat and control of the radio lol. Yes, I am indeed very pleased by the simple things in life.

I'm looking forward to setting up the tree with my family and spending new years playing ddr and D&D (hopefully) with the gang again. I never relised how much I miss sitting around just being silly and random with them. I miss Duggan playing his guitar, Brian being...well...Brian, Shorty looming, Andrew being the mediator/voice of reason, Louis being the independent oddball, Matt with his Irish/scottishness, and Dev posing as the scholar of the group. I need to figure out what to get them all this year. possibly going for the mass quantities of candy again.

I'm going to start working out again this vaca with Dan...or at least say I'm going to. Note to Dan: we need to push each other this time instead of changing our minds and watching tv or having sex lol.

As for the current on goings...it's finals week and every one is burnt out, including me after working for 3 days straight on projects. I'm going to stop myself there before I rip people apart. ^^

christmas angel
You are the Christmas Angel.


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