fuck this weather!

It's been one week of nonstop snow!O_o**
and next week isnt getting any better!><*

Any way yesterday was an alright birthday. I got to have a web chat with Dan and all my friends back home, my sister sent me flowers that never came (I was on the phone with my parents back and forth and then 1800-flowers called...and yet still no flowers), and I managed to get a good portion of my laundry done!^^

Today is looking like a studio day. It would make having to go to my 7:30 class alot less painfull, lol ^^

woooo I'm finally 19!:D
(well by the time I finish wiriting this blog I probably will be :P)

So yea, one class today!xD
I guess I'll take it easy this year. Chill in the dorm, do some laundry, empty the trash, play some ddr even!
No idea what to do tonight. I deffenetly don't want a hangover tommorow so Im not going to get smashed, I don't think I'll get a cake (nor do I want one ne ways...Im on a diet lol), I'll probably be on the phone with Dan a good portion of the day ^^. But yea I dont think I'll get anything major in the mail. The most I might get is my huge ass package with all the stuff I forgot at home lol.

Looks like a low key birthday for me!xD

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking andproductive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

so yea back in Alfred.:P

Ok so its not as bad as I was dreading. I cryed for 2 1/2 days straight every time I thought about Dan, Meg moved in and things are peachy, and the first day of classes kicked off with a very nice inflated bag sculpture group project!xD

So yea feeling really bad that I haven't really been talking alot to Dan (I guess it's typical that I'd get caught up in the back to school celebrating). I spooked him this afternoon cause my AIM decided to I guess disconnect me and reconnect me, thus turning off my away msg (mind you I just got back around 6).
I really miss him. Leaving him the second time around was harder then the first. It's probably becuase I've been thinking alot about our relation ship. I'm so incredebly happy with it, not to mention the fact that there's a little place that we can go after college when we're paying off our loans and saving for a house or such. I mean I admit I have been acused of thinking too far into the future but you know what, I really don't want to leave him. I want to build our relationship, I want to marry him, I want to experience life with him till the day I die. I wish that I was just close enough to be able to spend a weekend with him. Oh well...the sacrifices I make for my education. I just hope he transfers...