::sighs:: hello every 1.
Well I feel a little bit better.I bummed about how I cant go to pfy.Im also bummed because it turns out that a friend of the family just died which means I have to go to a funeral (...yey....?).Well good news is.....I got a perfect grade on my globle test (...yey....).Not much to talk about today.Adios and here is your words of wisdom:
"Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee"

Well I've had my time alone (at the gym).My arms hurt,my legs hurt,my ass hurts but that's ok cause it'll take my mind offa every thing at the moment.I got to thinking how hypocritical my parents are.Really,I thought they were cool with gothic people,or people with family problems or people who were bi...I was wrong...very wrong.Unfortunetly I relised how extremely hypocritical,cowardly,overbearing,rude,and nosey they are (my sister including).I thought I could trust them but now I guess I cant...ever.Now I feel ashamed for saying my parents were cool w/ this stuff while they really weren't...I feel like a hypocryte...like them.I guess they're right when they say the fruit doesnt fall far from the tree.

::bangs her head on her desk::
Just when I thought things were getting better they got worse.My sister ease dropped on my convo with Andrew and told my mum what we said.Well it turns out me and Andrew are breaking up all because my parents cant deal w/ a guy being bi or haveing 1 bad friend.God damit Im extremely pissed (not to mention the fact I feel like smashing my head against an extremely hard object).Im leaving now...I need to have some time alone.

The more I think about it the more I realise that parents dont really think when it comes to "saveing your child from hurting themself in a relationship and not hurting themselfs in a relationship".Honestly,if you've been going out with a guy for a few days,they start thinking about spending the rest of your life with the guy!Dude,start thinking about that after 10-20 years of dateing goes by...God,sometimes I question who's being more childish.

Life sucks...well at least for me.Im imensly grounded cause I went out at 2am w/ my friend and got caught.Now I cant see my new bf cause my mom thinks I have poor judgement (in situations and w/ people) so now she wont let me see him,and wont let me go to this meeting on friday (all because of a little prank phone call that was taken out of hand).Unfortunetly this means if I want to see him or ne one else I must sneek and do so (this is not that easy because I must get a cab or take the train to do ne of these).So my status right now is depresed,lonely,angry,and extremely hungry (I havent eaten all day).Im goin to leave now (I think this is enough depression for the day) and I leave you with todays words of wisdom:
"Things that you wish wont happen always do....sometimes..."