I've come to the conclusion that any thing out of my mom's mouth will either be ignored or not take serously.
This after noon after school (I still ahve art school even though regular school is closed) my mom picked me up and gave me a speach. She basically said that Louis had sticky fingers and was staling stuff from people and that my sister said that Tom (Louis's former friend) said that he was smokeing pot. Well she ended it with the good old "I think he's no good" talk (after telling me "hes the right one" for almost a year now). Of chourse all this confuseing and conflilcting info pilled opon me like a sack of lead bricks. I was an absolute emotional wreac. "My hubby, stealing from my best friend and smokeing pot before his police exam? What am I going to do?!" I told my self as I cryed for a hope that this was untrue. Well beleiveing my mom I called up Louis and proceeded to weepingly point a finger at him and ask why. We'll he explained about the lighter and revealed that Tom (his now unformer friend) had been hit over the head with a bottle cap (by Louis) and was extremely angry at him (not just because of the cut on his forhead but his pride was hurt). Now (because Tom's an ass) he's trying as many ways possible to get Louis angry. We'll my mom (stubborn to the very end) was explained to by Louis the whole story and was kinda shamed (hasnt mentioned it once and even offered to take me out shopping...which I refused to do.). Me on the other hand, I feel like a complete ass for beleiveing what my mom has said and for not trusting Louis. Not only that but for makeing his day a whole lot worse (he had to go to his Grandmothers funeral). I feel so immensly shamed and unworthy right now. On top of that I've only been able to talk to Louis over the phone and he's in a depressed state (the funeral was really sad and depresing). I wish I could hug him and tell him how sorry and how wrong I was. I feel so horrible. I cant even describe how bad I feel.