black trenchcoats and cat shoes

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

Saturday, March 19, 2005

FUCK YOU EVIL RO EMULATOR!
yea I started working on my Ro server with shorty. I'm scrounging the Freya forum for any help whatsoever and so far I can't figure out how the fuck to log into the damn thing.

must remeber....pacience......*twitch*...O_<



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username
reason for being famous
plastic surgery you've had done
your tabloid scandalsex tape
your stalker
your best friend
your nemesis
the tabloids think you're dating
you're really dating
your secret lover
your bitter ex
how long you stay in the spotlighta single week
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haha...I have no fucking idea who half these people are

My sinuses are rebelling against me...><
This whole cold thing better be over soon so I can do shit without feeling like Im gonna die.*shakes fist*

Friday, March 18, 2005

Today was really snazzy
I got out of bed to take a dump

I feel weird. I dont think those white pills were tylonol.

I'm so stoned.

Last night I had to masturbate twenty times. I'm so horny. Click here to see my website.

I want to tell the world that I'm gay.

I am updating this journal for the first time in ages, because I've been in prison.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my cock.

I want to say thanks to the voices in my head for telling me to burn that cat the other night.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have a terrible skin disease which prevents me from coming into contact with other human beings. And bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you you're a moron.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with some naked photos of myself. (Not safe for work - teehee).

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Fae
Congratulations! You scored 57!
You're among a really rare kind of persons. Maybe neutral, really balanced, or just way too timid as to flare with light or be covered by shadows. You can get attracted to either side, even become amoral, but yet, your vision is unique and necessary for balance, since in your hands is the fabric that puts togheter the Yin and the Yang. Some legends say that the Fae were part of the Celestial Courts during Lucifer's Rebelion, but these beings didn't join either the rebels nor the defenders, and when the war was over, they were expulsed from the Glory but not sent to Hell since they we're not really evil but neither really good. Besides the lengends, remember that the power of balance and choice is in your hands. You can still try to be a demon, an angel, or stay where you are.







My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:










You scored higher than 25% on angeldemon-dots
Link: The Angel or Demon Test written by arkb on Ok Cupid

Thursday, March 17, 2005

ok, is it just me or are these freaking Truth commercials a tad bit stupid.

I mean, yea sure bring down the tabaco companies w/e, I don't smoke ne more so I could give a flying fuck. But if your gonna point fingers at the companies why don't you point fingers at peoples stupidity as well. For instance: theres this one commercial and it's got this sad music and it shows you two girls then its got this picture of an obese woman with tubes in her nose (who died from cig smoking because somehow the tabaco companies shoved them down her throat). Ok, now any one who can read knows what cigs can do to you. Any one with half a brain in their heads knows that obesity combined with niccotine (or any other over use of a stimulant or pretty much anything other then exercise) is a formula for certain death. I'm not a parent, but if you have two young children don't you think that you should think about their future?Wouldn't you want to be there to see them grow and to help them through high school and eventually college? Almost every parent that I know that has children or is planning on having children attempts to quit or successfully quits. Why couldn't she give that extra push? It's not like the tobacco companies had a gun to her head. Yes it is true that kicking an addiction is very hard, especially when you've done it for a while but honestly. Lots of people have quit, you are no special case. Then again from the way she looks, I doubt she could hold herself away from the doughnuts either.

What am I trying to get at? Truth commercials are almost as bad as George Bush and the war on terrorisim. We must kill the bad guy, the bad guy is the problem with the world, tabaco companies are the reason why your aunt/mom/cousin/grandma/etc died. You know what, fine. Get rid of the companies, the designated smoking spots, the "evil". It will just end up like pot. Then its the evil dealers. When will people relise that its themselfs that are the evil? Probably never. I know for a fact that I have a hard time admitting that I ,myself, am wrong. It is probably impossible for a politician or radical because then every one, and themselfs would relise they were hypocritical and thus their careers would be over.

Just goes to show you what a messed up world we live in.

*sigh* today suxors.

I have to finish the infamous color wheel by tommorow, I'm really sick, St.Patricks day is uber sucking, I cant send Dan anything for his birthday, and I can't be home to wish him a happy birthday. It seems every holiday that I have here blows the big one. I can't go to a bar, there are no clubs around here, I can't take a trip to a comic shop or even an arcade. Every one up here is going to some form of party, I can't go not only because I know Dan will be angry, but because I just have way too much work to do.

My w and my space keys are sticking and its making typing a pain in the ass for me, I've relised that every one has gotten easier classes then me (ex. Pablo gets to eat popcorn for his hw, I get to make a mock of my shelter after doing 10 pages of reasearch and finishing up my sketches). It's just a tad rediculous.
I know for a fact next weekend is going to suck because I'm missing easter dinner and my sis's birthday.

I just want to go home. This place is getting on my nerves and freedom is a few weeks away. The worst is that I know I'm going to have to come back here next year and do the whole thing over. My mom says I should just grin and bear it. I'm having a hard time doing so with a lack of shit to do. I've been able to have easy access to the city all my life. I've lived around busyness, people, and noise. I feel like being here is choking me in a way. My self esteem has dropped to zilch, its too cold to do any thing, wallmart is the only place you can go at night when you're bored. No wonder why there are so many obese people out here. There aren't any good places to eat around here, there are no interesting shops in town to browse, its an entire town of nothing. If this place burned down I doubt any one would notice lol.

Wednesday, March 16, 2005

I really want to go to Japan.

I did a little google search before and was looking around at different pictures of festivals and such and I got that longing feeling. It's so beautiful there. There is so much culture and tradition. The temples and the country side is so interesting. It's like steping into a dream. *sigh* I hope that one day I'll be able to go with Ikuyo or at least be able to get enough money together for a ticket. I want to take japanese classes alongside my art classes over the summer. Lets hope that the weekend job at PF Changs that my sister told me about pulls through so I can take week classes.

I'm going home for easter weekend. My dad thinks its a waste of money but I'd at least like to be around for a day and a half to be there for the holiday and my sis's birthday. Also I get to see Dan again! I keep having little day dreams about us living together. Last night I dremt of us getting married. The weird thing was that I had to go through all these different obsticles, like a dungeon to actually get to the church. Maybe it's a premeniton of what life is going to throw at me. I have a feeling it might of had to do with my financial situation. I've been getting this feeling that somewhere in the next few years something big is going to be thrown at me that will effect me alot. Who knows, maybe it's the weather, or the approaching idea of spring effecting my brain. I don't know. One thing I'm sure of is that no matter what life throws at me I'm sticking by Dan. If our love has lasted through all the stuff we've been through it's not quiting any time soon.

I really can't wait for summer. I want to be able to relax in my room with the windows open laying next to Dan listening to the birds and the cars whizzing by. I can't wait to drive to the beach with my friends and sink my feet in the sand. Mr.Softee at 8pm, charcoal bbq, marshmellow roasting by the chimenea, manhunt at mill river, pool hopping all the simple things I miss. I'm glad I get an early start on my break as well (may 4th ^^).

Dan's birthday is tommorow!^^
I'm sending him a little something against his protests about me spending money on him lol. At least I can make it up to him for buying dinner for me all the time.:P

Tuesday, March 15, 2005








Link
Let's see....you got 65%
You are the Hero of Time, Link. You are couragous, and strong. You often feel like the weight of the world is on your shoulders, and in actuality it is. Now stop reading this and go kick Ganon's ass, rescue Zelda, and get that pesky Triforce of Power once and for all!







My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:










You scored higher than 62% on mushrooms
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Im a female Link.........I'm sheik? (she-kh not shank Dan :P)



I am a d100


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I rock...hardcore!:P

Sunday, March 13, 2005

Wow that week went waaayyy too fast.
Of course it was a much needed vacation.^^

Hung out with my fam and my friends. Dan took me to Nassau to the sci fi club he goes to and introduced me to every one. If only Nassau had a credited art program, I'd defenetly switch schools to get to know every one better. ^^
I got to spend more time with my cutie. As usual every moment I spend with him the happier I get. I think the best is waking up in the morning and playing around with him to try and get him up or just snuggling up next to him and kissing his cheek before passing out.

His place in my family is pretty much bordering on permanent, lol. He's started walking around my house without a shirt on and answers the phone without rushing to get me. I think in general he's gotten more comfortable with my house. It's probably because he relised what Ryan and my sister can get away with without my parents freaking out (then again my family and his family is like apples and lichi nuts lol).

A funny thing I never wrote down was that I had lost his original claddagh ring and had searched all over pittsburg to find a replacement before he came up to visit. Turns out Dan had accidentally left my ring in his dad's car and his dad had cleaned out said car (you can guess where that ring ended up). So it turns out the both of us had to go find new rings for each other. Dan went with me to get mine on saturday right after our bean and cheese fiesta at The Green Cactus (the gas thankfully skipped me but hit Dan, lol).

I hope I can hitch a ride home with Pablo one of these weekends so I can be with every one again. I'm very bummed that I can't be home with every one for easter. It kindof pisses me off that we don't get at least a 3 day weekend for it but what can you do. School is over in a month in a half and I'm countin down the weeks. I hope I can grab a job at strikes so I can work on the weekend and focus on art on the weekdays. Hopefully things will fly by and shit works out.

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Your Candy Heart is "Fuck Me"


When people say V-day is romantic, they're not wrong.

It's just that you're idea of romance is doing it all night long.

So screw the dinner, the cards, and the roses.

You'll show love by doing it in many poses.



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lol, thats absolutely hysterical.