Feeling better...still sad about not goin out w/ Tom though.
Today was ahright,had coffie in the morning for the first time since the summer...I should keep up this habbit.
Talked to Tom,strayed off his dad,and breakin up w/ him (every thing was peachy...he actually smiled...this is a good sign!).Jamie and me were both wearin black and white,noticed Phil is some what going bald (and looks like a smurf), Tom was pretty (Jamie gave him a zig zag part and Gee "attacked" him...this he did not like...).No hacky sack playing for today (this kinda pissed me off).
I went over Sarah's house.Sarah pulled out her video camera and me,Sarah and Melissa did our own Jackass film (Melissa jumped off the roof,we all took turns skateboarding,me and Melissa supported smokeing,and Zoie was tossed).Later we filmed the tv (out of shear bordom) and then I went home.
At this present time I'm listening to Divinity Destroyed and workin on Projects.Your words of wisdom are:
"Well it all started with way too many beers..."

Tom brok up w/ me...says e's got to much bad shit goin on in his life...my heart pains...

Hello!Tom was at home last night fightin w/ his dad.
Today was ahright,Tom was in school he was pretty down at first but he started cheerin up and actin like his usual self (WOOHA!:D).Went to art club (as usual,me and my friend were the only people there).Went outside afterwards to have a cigarette and she had to hide from the track team (she does winter track and she doesnt want to be bugged about her habit). Jess was sad cause her guy started crying randomly and didnt tell her what was up (he left 9th so she didnt get to talk to him).Well al in all Im happyer today cause Tom actually started crackin jokes and bein himself w/out gettin all mopy (it's good to have my Tom back!!!^_^).Im goin to do art projects!Your words of wisdom are:
"Its fucking COLD out here!" <-What was said by 99% of anyone out in Firemans today.

"Where's Tom?" <-this is the question of the day.
Last time I heard from him he was in a fight w/ his dad,then he's not at work,and no one's home...god I hope he's at his sister's house or somethin cause if he's still walkin around...god I'm so tense.
....Tom where are you?Come home safe...please...

Had to much fun w/ th Alanis Morsette lyric generator on the brunching shuttlecocks website.This is what I got:

"Why"

Hoppy, sloppy, crappy
Why God, Why?
Sloppy, sexy, Penguins
Why God, Why?

What have I done to deserve this Aqua marine horror?
Surrounded on all sides with the Hell of Penguins
Like a Edgar Aleen Poe character, I'm wordy and alone
Why God, Why?

Mexican, hoppy, smooth
Why God, Why?
Penguins, smooth, crappy
Why God, Why?

What have I done to deserve this Aqua marine disaster that is my life?
Surrounded on all sides with the Hell of Penguins
Like a Edgar Aleen Poe character, I'm wordy and alone
Why God, Why?

What have I done to deserve this Aqua marine misery?
Surrounded on all sides with the Hell of Penguins
Like a Edgar Aleen Poe character, I'm wordy and alone
Why God, Why?

Why God, Why?
Why God, Why?
Why God, Why?
Why God, Why?

...I am deranged...oh yes I am....

I found out Tom's excuse for not calling last night...him n his dad are at it again.
I feel so helpless in a situation like this cause it's not like I can waltz in and pull Tom to my house where he wont fight w/ his dad and I can really offer any encourageing words to him cause Im not used to a situation like this.
I really hope he's ok...I love him to much to see him be hurt...

some one forgot to call last night...he better have a somewhat good excuse for not doing so (I missed a punk show for him that I promised my friend I'd go to).