black trenchcoats and cat shoes

She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

Monday, May 27, 2002

yea...I havent died (I wish I did though).
I just found out today that I've come down w/ bronchitis and to top that off I have an ear infection and cant hear out of my right ear.
I didnt make it into Cooper Union and my mom wont let me go to the city for art school over the summer because my grandfather is being paraniod about bomb threats (but he's always paranoid).Looks like I'm going to spend my summer veging out in front of the computer again.Tom is thinkin about moveing in w/ Cathleen,Phil's in love w/ Jen (but Jen's in love with this other guy).I've had to spend most of my week and weekend w/ my sis (cause she's fucking 2 of my friends) which isnt good cause she's on all these meds that make her pissy (which makes me the "whipping boy").Basically I really need to get away from this and start something else cause this is not working for me (actually it's makeing me more depressed than I originally am).

P.s.-my friend that dissapeared on 5/18 just went to the city to get drunk and get a tatoo.Which doesnt make me feel any better cause she didnt tell me.