Aloha and happy belated New Year!!!:]
My parinoia's (due to past relationships) of sudden dumping by Louis have emerged and are makeing me more depressed than usual. The good thing is I know I really love him. It's because all the other guys I've been with I've never felt like this about them. The bad thing is I'd rip my heart out (litteraly) if he was to do so. He's told me that he'd never dump me but once again, due to past experiences, I can hardly take things seriously (which is a major flaw of mine).
Boces is going great. I've noticed my art has improved and my dressing:more casual, less flamboyant goth (dont wanna get acrilic paint on my corsets!!!). Newsday was at our school (the newspaper for the area) and I was stuck in the dark room talking about lesbians and french people with Lanie and Gemma. This was ok due to the fact that I hate newspaper photos (they always make you look like crap).
Been playing D&D alot. My character so far has saved the hides of our party once and helped gain the friendship of the merfolk queen (long story). Im starting to loath magic. I've see how greedy and disgusting people can get over cards and it sickens me. It's basically like seeing all these disgusting fat gluttons bragging about their gains and the lone man who scarecly has a rare to trade (or a decent deck to play).In the end it all comes down to who's richer and who's poorer. The richer get huge amounts of cards and thus can trade them for better ones. The poorer people can hardly get a deck together because buying cards is something that is unnesecary and too expensive for their budget.
Oh lastly I got a new web cam for christmas so expect the Nina cam pic to be updated often!! Chow and your usefull word of wisdom is:

Russophobia=Fear of Russians