Which Guilty Gear X character are you?



easily distracted???!
well that makes no sen.....RED CANOOOOS!!!!!!!!:D
(ah Wallmart with your silly red canoos that make me smile)

(from www.dreammoods.com)
"To dream about sex, refers to the psychological completion and the integration of contrasting aspects of the Self.  You need to be more receptive and incorporate aspects of your dream sex partner into your own character. Alternatively and a more direct interpretation of the dream, may be your libido's way of telling you that it's been too long since you have had sex. It may indicate repressed sexual desires and your needs for physical and emotional love. "

Nina is horney? Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....

I mean going from mind blowing sex 3-4 times a day to no sex couldn't possibly do that...
...*twitch*... *beats libido with bat*

I miss the big apple anime fest.

Seriously. So far there is no new news about what is going on this year. I'm actually upset about it. I had so much fun and met so many new people last time. Yes there are lots of other cons around the NYC area like in NJ and out on the Island but none could compare to the experience that was baaf. I guess maybe because of the tiney amount of space on each floor was the reason for such a tight knit bond between every one, especially the cosplayers. I am happy that I'll be going back to long island for college because now maybe I'll be able to go to more cons with my car and such. I'm defenetly thinking of making some stuff this summer and maybe selling it over ebay. I should start making use of my gothic and lolita pattern mag that I picked up at Icon and start making some stuff for the masses.

I also feel like I'm getting really desperate about getting out of here. I notice that I just can't stop thinking about leaving. I'm trying to keep up with my work but I'm getting so side tracked about how close it is. Also I'm bummed about I-con this year. I don't have a cos or a ride there and even if I did go it just would not be the same without a cos (as odd as that sounds). I really started thinking about designing a hunter cos from RO including an anamatronic falcon that would attatch to my shoulders. I have the resources, but I just hope I have the time. If I can get this whole anamatronic thing down I can start making little things to sell and flaunt at cons (Nina likes prize money). Maybe this is where I take after my uncal, making things to wear or for other people to ear and showing them for money. I defenetly need to look into a sewing and fabric design class. Maybe costume design is my calling...I hope that doesn't mean that I'd have to move to Cali. If I did would Dan come with me? I guess thats one of the things on my mind. I want to live with Dan but will my occupation effect us. I hope it doesn't. Maybe I'm thinking to far ahead. Maybe its my tummy rumbling? Who knows.

Reasons why moving to another country sounds pretty damn good.

Woo for Bush and his secret politcial contracts and documents. I love how this country is slowly going the way of Rome. Empire any one? Oh you said something that was against the government? Here's the patriot act...OFF WITH HIS HEAD! *rolls eyes*

I now have a reason to renew my passport and learn Japanese lol.

Life is looking up a little.

I've been talking to my parents about college and stuff. I'm happy that they are supportive of my desicions. I told my dad how I want more of a selection and a wider range of studio's and how exensive it is to experiment up here. He says he'll help me pay for my loans when I eventually get out of college. He says also that if I can get myself into Pratt he'll try and see if I can room with one of his aunts. I guess maybe I'm a little nervous about every thing, I want to suceed, I hope I can figure out what I want to do. I've always been afraid of ending up a poor and miserable.

I have a feeling that I have a tendency to drag myself down. In high school I didn't really have that problem cause I had my teachers to help reassure me. People here are very quiet and reserved, unlike long island. I miss my outgoing and crazy professors. I guess I'm better in a more fast paced, loud envoroment. For some reason I kind of feed off that energy so to speak. The movement of people, the sounds of machinery, the flashing of lights...some people find it intimidating, I feel at home right in the middle of it all. Nights here depress me more then anything. It's so quiet. I relised I can't sleep with some form of noise. At home there was always the sound of cars and the train in the distance. Here there is nothing but the sound of the fan turning inside my mac. I had a hard time sleeping when my lap top broke. It's like living on the moon here in the winter. Shades of grey and white mixed with an eerie silence. I'm so glad I'm getting away.

Dan and me have been talking about apartments. He wants to get away from his mom and I'd like to give my parents freedom for a change. I started thinking about the housing sva and pratt offer. If I get a student apartment and Dan transfers to a school nearby we can switch partments durring the week and go home durring the weekend (if we want). So far he likes the idea. I'm going to try my best to help find him a college. I really want to be with him, I'm going to try every thing so that we can stay close. I don't ever want to be this far away from him ever again.