things are going good but theres still the whole socializing thing.

I miss the guys but every one is off at college now. I should have never been afraid to talk to them.

I've been thinking about every one at alfred. Wondering how pablo has been doing, wondering if he found a girl as twisted as him yet, lol. Wondering what Megs up to nowadays....if she's still making money off perverted furrys.Wondering how Don's been doing with football and karate....I wonder if he's still going to open up that school with his friend....


I have dreams about the dorm every now and then. How every one was like a family...disfunctional but no matter what happened every one still stuck together in their own ways.

I wonder if all the stuff thats happened to me recently, the fixing of my thyroid, money in the bank, a clear mind on what i want to do with myself if i would still be there. It's fruitless to obsess on what could have been though so I try not to think about it too much.

Hopefully the future will be better than these past few years.