I love this school.

I've completely run myself down this week with all the side projects I'm doing. :]
I'm constructing my final project which is an interior space. I do every thing the hard way so I'm making an interior space within an exterior space (exterior being a floating island and interior being the cavernous interior of the island). The entire thing will be themed after silent hill/fatal frame/kuon (or at least the interior). The exterior will be serene in a "foggy and slighty eerie" kind of way. I'm hoping to make the person traversing this world feel uneasy and constantly on guard without the usual monster scare tactic (doom 3 anyone?).

I've passed every one in my class and even some of the advanced kids have been wowing at my stuff....

I could defenetly do this for the rest of my life. :]

pissed isnt the word for what I'm feeling right now...

its more like a combination of rage, fustration, anger and hopelessness.

My brand new laptop that I just got back from being "fixed" is still bluescreening on me. I got a new hard drive for it...still bluescreening. I rolled it back to when I installed all the drivers (basically the first time it started up). Still i get blue screens. I might have $200 in the bank and I know for a fact that that will not be enough to try and get it fixed by one of the repair shops around here.

I need this computer for my work. I need it for school. This peice of machinery I got to benefit my livelyhood is not working. I'm completely stumped.