Drag queens solve all problems, absolutely!

Was feeling really shitty yesterday (obviously. look down). My sis was haveing her sweet 16 at Lips and I of course had to go. Mind you lips is a resturant that has drag queen shows and has drag strip shows on Fridays...but has absolutely amazing food (and a great brunch too!). So being crabby and depressed I unwillingly was pulled from my computer chair into the city.

I got there and I started to lighten up. I relised that nothing had changed since I last went there for brunch when I was 10(apparently alot less raunchy then the night show). Our waitress was an absolute wonder. Personality was absolutely amazing and her impression of Mariah Carry (or Mariah Scary) was absolutely great! My sister got crowned and got a picture with our waitress and we met all my parent's (and my uncal's) old friends who still work there.

I indeed had an asolutely great time. Hopefully things will be a little better being Friday and all......and the fact I won't have a car...-_-*

Heh, two posts in one day, lucky you...lucky me....

so he explained. Apparently there was some miscommunication which led to this. So I explained and he still says give me time. I dont know what to do any more. He loves me but he doesnt want to go out with me yet. So now Im sitting and waiting. My heart and my soul are dieing. I've come down with feaver and dizzyness. It's either A:from not eating or sleeping or B:I have a virus. Im hopeing I'll pass out eventually and maybe get some sleep or die. Dieing would be something nice. I'll just have to wait and see waht happens first.

Yea long time since I posted.
Dan "kinda" broke up with me. Said he needed some time alone. Whatever.
Im dieing from the inside from pain because he keeps pushing back our talk on why he did this. Not to mention I can't sleep and eating is hard because of all this. only time I got some decent sleep was passover cause I had a little too much wine. I've been able to somewhat put on a fake smile through all this but all thsi sadness and confusion building up is slowly wearign it down. I have no where to go to get my mind off of any thing, so Im stuck in my room on teh computer, waiting for him to get back online because he's the only one I usually talk to. Im a mess. Like I said, I should of died at child birth because that's what should of happened.