"Still workin on the dude I like.All I can say is...I will get him...I always get the man I want..........most of the time!;}" -April 2002 on me trying to get Tom

...fucking took me long enough (at least I wasn't lying though!)

Once again a long time no post!

Things have changed a lot since my last post.

I did end up getting a ""job"" with the marvel dc guys. I was on a project for a little but then they canned it before it even got off the ground (they tried something new style wise and it didn't work).

I got a ferret, got out of RVC camera, got a new job, started going to the gym, dumped Drew, started dating Tom Yovino (which I know his name has been mentioned in here from possibly the begging of this blog), lost my job, got a job with tom at a haunted house, and now here I am.

I'm unemployed yet happy. Not happy financially speaking but happy with myself. I think I've finally gotten a hold of who I am and realized that a lot of the relationships I was in I tried to be more like my other half and less like myself. Granted, I've learned a lot of things about myself along the way and gained a lot of knowledge but coming back to someone from so long ago made me realize I pretty much had everything right about myself from square one. This is probably why I never changed the title of this blog.

Even after years of documenting my life, after I have mainly put my trench coat and cat shoes in storage, I still identify my personality with them.

Maybe I'll write a little more often in here. Forgot how nice it is to have a place to pour your heart onto <3