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She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

so yea back in Alfred.:P

Ok so its not as bad as I was dreading. I cryed for 2 1/2 days straight every time I thought about Dan, Meg moved in and things are peachy, and the first day of classes kicked off with a very nice inflated bag sculpture group project!xD

So yea feeling really bad that I haven't really been talking alot to Dan (I guess it's typical that I'd get caught up in the back to school celebrating). I spooked him this afternoon cause my AIM decided to I guess disconnect me and reconnect me, thus turning off my away msg (mind you I just got back around 6).
I really miss him. Leaving him the second time around was harder then the first. It's probably becuase I've been thinking alot about our relation ship. I'm so incredebly happy with it, not to mention the fact that there's a little place that we can go after college when we're paying off our loans and saving for a house or such. I mean I admit I have been acused of thinking too far into the future but you know what, I really don't want to leave him. I want to build our relationship, I want to marry him, I want to experience life with him till the day I die. I wish that I was just close enough to be able to spend a weekend with him. Oh well...the sacrifices I make for my education. I just hope he transfers...

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