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She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies.

Friday, May 20, 2005

merf, I've gotten chubby from the lack of hills here.

So far it looks like me and Dan's plans to work out this summer have unsurprisingly failed. Mom keeps preaching to me about how she is eating (then again the way she stresses out it looks like theres gonna be an ulcer in her future). I'm been very depressed lately between seeing/hearing my grandmother cry, not knowing what I want to do for the rest of my life, and being fat. I got so depressed the other day that I didnt even want to have sex. I felt bad cause I got Dan all nervous but I was just too down to even think about it. I wish I was able to shake off this depression.

2 Comments:

At 6:58 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

omg, i hope everything works out for u. dan must be going crazy lol.

u could always call if ya wanna talk, i love listening to peoples problems, its like a hobby or something, hence, the reason why i wanna be a psychologist when i grow up

-nicole

 
At 12:19 PM, Blogger Jingles said...

The only way to solve this is to let it run its course. Thats how I've delt with shit like this all my life.

Kinda lookin forward to going to nassau actually (people over there are a lot more down to earth then the majority of ppl in Alfred,lol)

 

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