*sigh*

I got out of alfred, moved back here, went to a new school, and I still feel unhappy. It's not Dan, it's not my family, its not my job, its not my school. I wish I knew what I could do to stop myself from getting so depressed all the time. I try to keep it down and it comes back and it effects me physically and mentally. I've skipped so many classes already, Im going to fail just like at alfred. Maybe college isnt for me, or maybe I just need some kind of mental help. Some days suicide looks pretty nice.I wish it was as easy as that.