"Still workin on the dude I like.All I can say is...I will get him...I always get the man I want..........most of the time!;}" -April 2002 on me trying to get Tom

...fucking took me long enough (at least I wasn't lying though!)

Once again a long time no post!

Things have changed a lot since my last post.

I did end up getting a ""job"" with the marvel dc guys. I was on a project for a little but then they canned it before it even got off the ground (they tried something new style wise and it didn't work).

I got a ferret, got out of RVC camera, got a new job, started going to the gym, dumped Drew, started dating Tom Yovino (which I know his name has been mentioned in here from possibly the begging of this blog), lost my job, got a job with tom at a haunted house, and now here I am.

I'm unemployed yet happy. Not happy financially speaking but happy with myself. I think I've finally gotten a hold of who I am and realized that a lot of the relationships I was in I tried to be more like my other half and less like myself. Granted, I've learned a lot of things about myself along the way and gained a lot of knowledge but coming back to someone from so long ago made me realize I pretty much had everything right about myself from square one. This is probably why I never changed the title of this blog.

Even after years of documenting my life, after I have mainly put my trench coat and cat shoes in storage, I still identify my personality with them.

Maybe I'll write a little more often in here. Forgot how nice it is to have a place to pour your heart onto <3

Long time no post....


tommorow I have an interview with these people to do comics:http://www.nealadams.com/

in other words...the dude who does all the DC comics....

I am INCREDEBLY nervous and I hope I dont mess things up

(hopefully if I do maybe they'll give me an internship,lol)

what amber is saying to me every time I come home....

...petco whore!

well I have to say Optimus Prime (the movie one...not the 80's cartoon series one) is quite possibly the first robot that I'd like to bang......

Well you know what they say.....

"chicks dig giant robots"


(Autobots! Transform and roll out mutha fuckas!)

Well I started something pretty cool...

Haas/Clover
It's a forum for every one trying to solve the Ethan Haas and 1/18/08 ARG's.

...its 70 members and climbing....I feel like the nerd queen! xD

guess who has a 4.0 gpa?

*points to self* THATS RIGHT BITCHES!!!!!


I'm pumped....I can work that hard again. I want to work that hard again. I have what it takes to get another perfect gpa next semester.

I was reading the requirements for becoming a blizzard game designer/ character designer and I DEFFENETLY can do that. All i need now is more knowledge from school.


I'm going to do this...and I'm going to work myself to the bone to get it.

man...last night's dream made me really miss my little rat buddy. It seems that ever since that flyer I've been missing him alot. The flyer that has got me down was a flyer from pet supplies plus for splinter's birthday. I cryed when i saw it on my desk.

...on a lighter note...

School's almost over and I'm looking forward to this upcoming vacation. I'm upset that there are no intermediate modeling classes schedualed for next semester but I'll be fine with my art classes. I'm nervous about finals next week but I have a feeling I'll be fine. As far as I know my lowest final grade in all my classes is an A- so there's nothing much to worry about (unless its for the sake of worrying).

Work still hasn't stopped for me. I lost the directors phone number for the video game project when i got my new phone (sony ericson W810i ftw). Still working on sketches for the gibbs video game proj and I have two shirt designs to finish (need to remeber to ask kris for the shirt from last year). I'm going to keep working on my 3d world untill I am satisfied with it....this may mean another 3 months of work ahead of me.

Drew is starting gibbs next semester and I've started tutoring him in Maya. I have no doubts in my mind that he'll make a great modeler. As long as he can keep his fustrations to a minnimum he'll be up to my level in no time. I hope one day that the both of us can collaborate on a project together...

...he's got so much untapped talent, it's amazing what he can do when he's passionate about something....<3