I burst today.
Louis came over and itryed my best to hide every thing and I just let loose. I cryed and cryed and told him every thing that was going wrong and basically acted like a stupid emotional fool.
Odly enough, he started crying. He was so sad that I had all this in me and I hadnt told him. We huged and had a talk about what we can do. I still am skeptical about haveing a major change in his attitude and what not but I am hopeing for the best...I dont want him to go.