Feelin a little bit better today.

I decided to splurge and buy myself a metal ddr pad ($168 on ebay w/ shipping). I only payed $70 because my parents said it was my xmas present.

Speakin of my parents, they have some odd sense of security that I'll get into cooper union just because they knew of a janitor that worked there. Because of this they keep telling me to just sketch out my home test and not to worry about creativity or detail. Its like they never heard what I told them about the reviews. Every person always told me something about meaning in a peice and originality. This is really pissing me off.

Dan went ot NJ to visit his family w/ his mom. He hasn't called so he's sleeping over there. I miss talking to him. Especially now with all this stupid shit going on. I felt so bad calling him at 11pm yesterday because I was haveing a nervous breakdown. He wasn't feeling good either. I hope he doesn't think Im crazy, or is worrying about me (I hope he feels better).

I decided to get out of the house and leave all my worries behind me. I went to Brian's and hung out w/ the guys and played DDR. Lou and shorty are getting better and Brian got worse (thats what a week of relaxation will do to you). Brian's pad has almost lost the back button (its fluttering majorly and will sometimes conk out) and its starting to loose the right button. He's going to buy a new pair of ignition pads on ebay (and Im going to pay a bit of it because I had em for a week).

I'm dreading work tommorow. I just want to relax and work alone without my parents up my ass. I dont feel like dealing with all the files and the dictations and the agitation. But I need the money so Im going to have to grin and bear it.

I'm going to go pass out now. Work becons and I beleive I am comeing down with my fathers flu (god forbid I get another flu durring new years). Untill next post I bid you adieu.