The Peach
I think this is pretty acurate...*scratches head*.Although, it's pretty unnacurate about the whole not sure on settling down part...maybe the past few years but then again, who wants to spend the rest of their life with an unbalanced person?

also I took this little test here and got this

You are Purple Tiger, who is always cheerful and active.
You are well-liked by every one.
You give an impression of a girl with pure heart.
You are kind and generous to everyone around you.
You are rather optimistic, but may experience unsettlement by physical effect.
You are good at taking care of the others and can be friend with anybody.
Your relationship tends to be associating closely with small number of people, and that number increases eventually.
The way you express things may be too flashy and exaggerated.
You tend to have too self-conscious side.
But you are a hard working person who act and move in your own pace surely and consistently.
Your observation and ways of thinking is calm and objective.
You don't get influenced by emotions and atmosphere.
You are calculative enough to measure the distance between yourself and the other person.
You also possess your own ideal world, and trying to accomplish it too hastily may lead to misunderstandings.
Nevertheless, the way you pursue your potentiality gives a favorable impression to others.
Once married, you will show great motherly feelings.
You will create a living style that takes in account your personal interests

I'm relising that for some reason morbid art interests me. I know for a fact I'm not suicidal/masochistic(however you spell it)/sadist/mentally deragned I just find it facinating. I guess maybe it's from being around my uncal as a kid and all the bones and stuff in my dad's office. Horror film's/movie magic with a lack of disgust and fear of the dead I guess is what led to this. What I think is funny is that there are many "normal" people out there who are considered crazy or deranged by the average man because of this. It's funny how society's ideal morals effect our judgment of people. If they like having sex their a nympho, if they like skulls and wear black their morbid or "goths", if you play D&D you're a nerd, if you play football you're a jock (which also brings along hte title of asshole for some people). It's this never ending loop of labeling. If you think about it though, labeling goes back to tribes with labels of cheif, warrior, child bearer, etc. It's in our blood I guess. Even I've been subject to labeling but it's very rare. I guess it's because I've met so many people with so many different interests and personalities that I really dont see a person as just a jock or a geek...their just people who have differnt ideas and hobbies. I wish the rest of the world would see that.


I'm really looking forward to valentines day this year. I'm actually more excited about it then xmas or my birthday. I guess it's because of the surprise of what Dan's going to get me and how Dan will react to my present. I got Pablo's opinion on the gift and he though it was really nice and looked nice too. I'm happy though cause it's the same one I saw for $100 on another site except very significantly priced down...but not to much that it would be considered a cheap gift. The man I love needs to be showered with gifts equal to his amazingness...especially on Valentines day (although I wish I had more money so I could really spoil him)!^~


p.s.-playing Silent Hill 3 to the Sims 2 neighborhood theme or the Bad Touch by the Blood Hound gang makes the game significantly unscarry (specially when you have the Douglas No Pants chat selected).