DragonAngelN6 (3:15:32 PM): I should have never been born
uberguby (3:15:50 PM): a more right minded person would say that the people who harm you should never have been born
DragonAngelN6 (3:16:26 PM): and that is why i souldnt have been born, ive hurt so many
uberguby (3:16:36 PM): they allowed themselves to be hurt
DragonAngelN6 (3:16:52 PM): but they are and its my fault
uberguby (3:17:15 PM): you hurt them because you didn't know what to do
uberguby (3:17:20 PM): cornered wolf
uberguby (3:17:33 PM): all I know is, you're a good person
uberguby (3:17:41 PM): and the world must be better for having you here
uberguby (3:17:47 PM): because I like being your friend
uberguby (3:18:28 PM): if not for you, I'da probably killed myself in ultra violet
uberguby (3:18:47 PM): the catalyst would never have begun, making life so exciting
uberguby (3:19:02 PM): and maybe I'd never have had anything with lauren
uberguby (3:19:18 PM): we focus too much on the things that make us hurt, and not enough on the things that make us happy
DragonAngelN6 (3:19:42 PM): so so true
uberguby (3:19:50 PM): I think some day, you will be famous
uberguby (3:19:53 PM): to a small group
uberguby (3:19:56 PM): for your art
uberguby (3:20:05 PM): and they will consider it a crime to say you should never have been born
uberguby (3:20:44 PM): and your friends will love you, and you will be a happy person because you'll realize all you need is to be happy
...lets hope *raises glass*
2 Comments:
maybe if you apologized to the people you hurt so badly, with a sincere heart you would find them to be more responsive. but this raises the question... have you ever been sincere to anyone else but yourself
maybe that you havent lost as many friends as you think. understanding what one has done is one of the hardest things that one can do, and when you undestand and realize what has happened, then you begin to understand it. goomba is lost in a glazed over world where he contidicts himself ove and over again. you are a good person. but dont go bye what goomba said. his outlook is skewered by the world. you arent a cornered wolf you were more like a scared kitten. people get hurt its an outome of life. you live and you move on dont dwell on the topic live and make peae with youself. after peace has been made you can see if people still want to be your friend. even if there are a few it would not be a total loss. people have their wounds heal over time.
not everyone who knows you hates you. they dont even hate you it is more of an "why did this happen", or a "i thought everything was fine" outlook. explain to people you side of the stoy and when you are done even a few is better then losing them all. no matter what friends are there for you
i am.
-----2nd lt.
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