Hoo boy have I mucked things up...

I broke up with Dan because I wasnt sure if I wated to be with him anymore, I went with Drew because I had strong feelings for him. The weekend went by, things with Drew were happy (lost some friends in the process) and I did/do feel strongly for him but I kept dan out of my head. Dan calls me, "we need to talk". I decide to talk with him anyway because I still have feelings for him and maybe the talk will clear things up. We go for a walk, and we keep talking....and I relise I still love him. I tell Drew...over the phone...(the worst possible place to tell that to anyone)...I feel horrible, I keep my head....I clam up and can't speak *doh*. Drew flips, I feel like dirt.

So we come today. I am happy that I am sure of my love for Dan but I still feel like crap for what I did to Drew....*sigh*

....burning bridges while playing with fire...